today there were no tears.

I want to share this journey with you, because I am learning by the hour. Literally. I prayed for answers…and I’m getting them. Here are a few of them.

January 18, 2012: I wrote a long prayer in a desperate cry to God. It was the beginning of the hurt. Here is the most important snippet:

I want change, not compromise; truth, not comfort.

Word for word, I prayed for exactly what was given this past Saturday night. 

Months ago, I posted this:

He has you where He wants you.

Hebrews 11:1

Faith is the assurance of things hoped for, and the conviction of things not seen.

“Our faith is our confidence when we believe.” We have authority through/in Christ. God equips the called.

His word does not come back void.

Sometimes we get sick and tired of asking questions. In these times we must stop, trust, and have faith.

Dwell on the things of God. 

Who knew that today, I would read this and it would be exactly what I needed? My own writing, coming back to help heal. “His word does not come back void.” Biblical truth.

We weren’t ready. It wasn’t the right time. I knew that, and ignored it. It wasn’t void, and that’s for sure.

Today there was guilt. Then sadness. Then an overwhelming peace.

God is good, I am learning. God is good, I am seeing. God is good…I am healing.